My name is Cinna, yoga teacher, designer, green beauty creatrix and yoni practice facilitator. I am also the Flow of She. For many years I was living a life very disconnected to my own flow and feminine way. I looked down at my softness and sensitivity as weakness and tried to keep up with the way of living, promoted by society, as a structured, striving and goal oriented being. This way of living left me feeling drained of energy and frustrated. I came to the turning point in 2016 when I quit my corporate job and I slowly began my feminine healing journey, my journey back to me.
I started to see my feminine essence and I started to see and feel how beautiful and soft I am in my essence. I understood that I am not weak at all, I have a superpower which is my sensitivity. I am a sensitive, emotional, loving highly feminine woman! That spring I fell in love with myself, it was beautiful and so empowering. I felt amazing. People told me I was glowing. The feminine is all about the flow of love in her life, being magnetic and receptive, relaxed, and leaning back. She is trusting life to guide her.
From this place I felt my yoga practice would also have to change. The masculine/yang way didn’t appeal to me anymore. I even couldn’t stand this way of practicing. I longed for the Flow of She in her soft, wild and free, allowing, intuitive and all inclusive twists and turns. When I found Yoni yoga and Shakti yoga it was like coming home. In the same way as I can loose myself in dancing, I can loose myself here, going out of the mind and into the wisdom of the body moving, letting the feminine life force energy, shakti, flow freely.
I cannot end this story without mentioning the sexual awakening that the yoni practices has brought me. This was not my intention from the start, and I had no idea what was coming. My wish was simply to fully heal and explore the feminine within and find feminine practices for myself. However I see how this goes hand in hand. To fully start owning ones sexuality that is to more fully own ones sexual essence wether it’s feminine or masculine. It is also to start living life more fully, accessing more pleasure and becoming more empowered as a feminine being.
Today I live in Stockholm, Sweden and I am proud to offer yoni yoga classes and workshops to support women to reconnect with their sexuality and femininity. I also have found my way back to working with design in a conscious way, I work with projects, companies and people that do good for others and the world.